when I feel my mood shift, I like to take tests to obtain data on the changes in my behavior, and judgement. The differences between my extreme highs and lows are intriguing but because I am “me” I am unable to observe myself in the way that I would observe another. It’s quite annoying.
Lord, I’m doing better. I’ve been trying and I hope you can see that but I’m still so sorry and it wont happen again. I swear it. I would never hurt another individual, so why should I continue to hurt myself?
Thank you for your strength and understanding.
It’s amazing how words can do that, just shred your insides apart.
Lord, I’m so sorry. Please forgive me for my sins.